Day 5: Wavering Will

Ugh, today is hard. It's day 5 and I just want to eat "normal" food and a cup of coffee. I was doing OK with the sugar cravings but today I want something. I think it's because I didn't drink a ton of water today. But I have that old feeling of "I'll go nuts if I don't have chocolate this instant."

Work is doing this to me. It's hard, it sucks and my heart's not in it. I'm supremely unhappy and I want to take it out on my body.

But, there's no chocolate here and nothing worth cheating for, so for now I'll stick to my licorice tea. Maybe I'll add some honey.

Oh and I didn't have time to bake last night--got home late late. Tonight, 2 doz cupcakes. This WILL be torture.

Anyway, my meals are all starting to look the same--beige and green. See?

B: Spinach, 2 eggs and a little mozz. (The book says you can have mozz and even feta as "cheese alternatives.") Don't ask me how these are alternatives to cheese, I'm just gonna eat them if I can.

S: Rice cereal, rice milk, banana
L: Spinach and turkey burger over rice pasta.

S: hummus with a rice cake

D: ? Last night I had escarole and spinach with rice pasta and turkey burger. sound familiar??????? no time to cook other things, though I bought ingredients to do so

Too many carbs, I know. Oh well. I'm replacing the sugar I love, I guess. Until the morrow...*sigh